for the last year or so i have grown to hate a person whom i never met or even plan on meeting for the very fact that they’ve treated someone i love more than anything like shit, damn man, i don’t understand this life, assholes always get defended, while im left to suffer with a probably i won fight but he’ll go home with the sympathy either way because people who aren’t capable of taking responsibility for themselves get the most time and excuses for their situation. i wanna die man , this fucking world isn’t for me, my grandmothers in the hospital and i never visited her at her house because i was mad about a car, my dad doesn’t want to come and talk to me because he’s ashamed and know ill end up like him working for the rest of my life ,my family knows im some loser community college student who wants to seem like hes doing something by using the internet, im fed the fuck up with people expecting me to go through this shit chin up but when other people have their situations its acceptable..im tired